What Next

So I just turned 50 in June and I have been trying to figure out what to do with the rest of life … I need more purpose.   I have a life coach and a therapist, actually I have 2 therapist – yes I need that much outside help.   Anyway with all that help you would think I would be able to figure this life out and what to do with this next chapter.    Through the coaching process and with the help of my therapists I have discovered some self awareness which is good.   I have not had that Aha Moment yet of what the rest of this life is going to look like.   I think I know what I don’t want to do, but I am still sorting that out too.   I know one thing for sure, it is that I am grateful for the first 50 years and all the trial and errors of my life.   I am grateful to make it to this place in life where I have a choice of what my future looks like.  In the meantime I have been reading a lot of self help books … the latest “Finding the Meaning of the Second Half of Life … How to finally, Really Grow Up.  I will figure this out some way, some how.