4 years of continuous sobriety. It is no small miracle. I am so grateful for the place I am at in my life. Life really is better sober.
I was given my token today from one of my bffs in and out of the program, someone I always confessed to each time I relapsed. She has helped me on this journey in so many was. I was honored that she gave me the 4 year token that her sponsor gave her. I will treasure it!
At todays meeting there was a 90 day token, 6 months, my 4 years, an 11 years and a 45 years. It was an awesome celebration of sobriety. I am so blessed to a part of such a wonderful group of people.
The obsession to drink and use has reared its ugly head a few times, but it is not nearly as bad as it used to be … sometimes I still think I can, but I know I can’t.
As I said to today, ” It has taken a village to raise me” I can only hope that I will be able to continue on this journey and continue to grow and learn.
God has always had my back and I am so grateful!