4 Years and Counting

4 years of continuous sobriety.   It is no small miracle.  I am so grateful for the place I am at in my life.    Life really is better sober.

I was given my token today from one of my bffs in and out of the program, someone I always confessed to each time I relapsed.    She has helped me on this journey in so many was.    I was honored that she gave me the 4 year token that her sponsor gave her.  I will treasure it!

At todays meeting there was a 90 day token, 6 months,  my 4 years, an 11 years and a 45 years.   It was an awesome celebration of sobriety.    I am so blessed to a part of such a wonderful group of people.

The obsession to drink and use has reared its ugly head a few times, but it is not nearly as bad as it used to be … sometimes I still think I can, but I know I can’t.

As I said to today, ” It has taken a village to raise me”    I can only hope that I will be able to continue on this journey and continue to grow and learn.

God has always had my back and I am so grateful!

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